Searching for the answer

I wish i could tell you love what is the missing part of me and us..but i can't..i still searching for the answer..aku banar-banar mau bagitau kau love..tapi aku sendiri inda tau apa yang aku kan bagitau..aku sendiri masih mencari jawapannya..

Aku diam tadi di sekolah pasal aku sakit parut and paning..and i keep on thinking about my grandmother..aku masih shock love..pasal atu aku diam2..aku rasa everything is unreal..i still hoping that she's alive..she was a very strong grandmother and she have a very strong strength to keep move on with her live..eventho she's in a real pain..she still can manage to put on a smile on her face..please love undrestand me..aku buakannya diam2 pasal aku rasa kamu ne ada kekurangan..u guys are perfect bestfriend, eventho nobody's perfect but for me u guys are perfect enough..we always shared our happiness and sadness together..we laugh together and cry together..we never fight, even if we fight we try our best to fix it..i know me and you don't want this friendship to end just like that..and i know, i'm not the only one that feel like this..

My little sister feel the same way too..she are not allowed to go out with her girlfriends..and i know she feel like we don't love her..she even thought that we don't need her..but she's wrong..we do love u and need u..hugz!!!

And the next person is you there in form 5 :p..i know kau dengar aku menangis tadi masa tne btpun..i know kau nda lama lagi kan abis sekolah..and kau tau yang aku takut kau jadi loner..the thing is..aku mau tane semua graduate sama2..mencapai cita2 pun sama2..sedih dan gembira pun sama2..ktawa dan menangis pun sama2..kalau seorang tegugur tne sama2 tolong..and the most impotant is everyone have to be happy..

And i think i know what is the answer..we all feel the same..please guys lets try our best to make this friendship like the old one..lets stop think the negative things..we will be bestfriend till the very end..we will stick together..don't make the negative thought ruin our friendship..and i promise i won't do that again and if i have problems i will try to tell you..how about all of you??tell me..shout it out loud =D

Never leave your Bestfriend for your Friend

Because your friend will leave you for they new friend

Your Friend will give you goosebumps; your Bestfriend will make you laugh and send shivers down your spine

When your Friend cries, you feel sorry for them; but when your Bestfriend cries, you cry for them

One day if u feel like crying

Call me

I cant promise

That i'll make u laugh

but i'll cry with u

One day if u wanna run away from everything

dont be afraid to call me

i cant promise that i'll stop u

but i'll run with u

One day if u feel like you dont wanna listen to anyone

call me

i'll promise that i'll be with u

and wont say a single word

but if one day u call me, and there's no one answer

come find me fast

i may need u

cuz i never deny u

im sorry...

If i made u feel bad or sad

Sorry

if i ever thought that im better or more perfect than u

I love you my friend

Dont forget about this. No matter ur happy or sad, i'll be right

here for you

Im sorry...

For every mistake i've>done

I wrote this cuz...

what will happen if there's no tomorrow

If i dont have a chance to say goodbye to you or to hug you again
If i dont have a chance to say 'im sorry' or 'i love you'
Love you always