Sometimes i feel like i'm lost in a relationship with my best friends..i feel like i don't belong to the group anymore..i even feel lonely, even if they are there with me..the chemistry between me and them are no longer i can feel it..we've changed..really2 changed..Kalau dulu tane selalu ktawa2,ane mcm lain..walaupun tne ktawa2, masih jua nda sama mcm dulu..kadang2 kalau tne siuk2 ktawa ada yg diam2 pasal sedih..and the others mau tau napa ea diam2?tapi tne selalu jawap 'nada', 'paningku', 'sakit perutku', 'nada, i'm fine, don't worry about me'..aku pun selalu jawab mcm atu bila kana tanya..aku inda tau napa?..maybe aku takut masalah ku tu akan menyusahkan durang..and sometimes its useless to tell them if they don't know how to solve it..tahun ane tane banyak bersedih walaupun banyak ketawa tapi dalam hati sedih..aarrgghh i don't know what happen to us?I WANT THE OLD US SO BADLY ='( !!!!damn this tears..don't fall just stay in my eyes..almost evry night i cried about this..bila terfikirkan pasal ane, tergugur jua air mata.. (11:22 p.m, 2-10-09)
Someone write me a bestfriend song =')
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